BeELa

2008-10-31T00:00:00.001-07:00

ELLLOOOO EVERY1!!!!:D

I LL B BLOGGING AGAIN SOON....SO STAY TUNE...:)

SORIE 4 ANY BUSY ACCESS...

I LL B BACK!!!!

DUN WORIE...:)

OKAY SAB....:P

IM NT LASY BUM BUT TIGHT SCHEDULES....

SO T.C. PPL...

I MISS U...N I HOPE U NOE!!!!

I LL WAIT NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN...

N LIFE SHD B ON N WE MUS MOVE ON....

U R MY PILL...U R MY 1ST N E LAST IF POSSIBLE....

ONLI U,U,U,U!!!!

NO MATTER HOW I ACT INFRONT OF OTHERS...

HOW HARD I TRY....

IT STILL SHOWN ON MY FACE N U DUN EVEN NOE...

I HAV TRIED HARD N BELIEVE ME ITS HARD...

PPL ALWAYS WORIE ABT ME...

PPL DUN WORIE ABT ME OKAY...

I LL B ALRITES...

WAT EVER U C ON MY FACE IT WAS A ME TAT I FEEL...

I M ACTING HAPIE & MAD ALWAYS....

-.-'

PPL TAT WAS CLOSE 2 ME ONLI NOE WAT I FEEL N WAT IM TINKING...

N 1 OF MY PROB HAS BEEN SOLVE N IM SO HAPIE ABT IT...:):)

N I LL TRY 2 HOLD IN TIGHT...

I HOPE I CAN C U SMILING AGAIN....

I REALLY WANTED 2 C IT...

-.-'

JUS 2 C U SMILE IS ENUF 4 ME 2 B HAPIE...

IF I CANT GET WAT I WANTED BUT AT LEAST IM HAPIE 2 C U SMILING AGAIN

N B HAPIE W UR LUV 1....:)

MANY THNGS HAS HAPPEN....

I HAV GONE THROUGH IT...

2 E GERL...:

"PLS DUN HURT HIM & HIS HEART..."

ONCE U GET E RITE PERSON DUN EVER LET IT GO...

ONCE U LET IT GO IT LL NV CUM BACK 2 U...

EVER....

SO TREASURE HIM...

HE CARE 4 U

HE LUV U...

TREASURE HIS LUV...

DUN B SO EGO....

DUN EVER PLAY W HIS HEART/LUV...

GUY CAN B TRUTHFUL...

HONEST

LUVING IF WE/U REALLY NOE IT...

SO PLS I DUN WANNA U HURT HIM COX HE REALLY2 LUV U....

N I DUN WANNA C HIM HURT BY U...PLS....

TREASURE HIM B4 I LL NV 4GIVE U AS WAT U DID 2 HIM...

"CINTA TAK AKAN MENBAWA KITA KEMANA2"

PERSEFAHAMAN,KEPERCAYAAN & KESELASIAN ADALAH HARTA DAN KUNCI YG PALING PENTING & BERHARGA DALAM MEMBINA SEBUAH PERCINTA N KASIH SAYANG...TANPA PERSEFAHAMAN,KEPERCAYAAN & KESELASIAN IA TIDAK AKAN MEMBAWA & MEMBINA TEMBOK YG INGIN KITA BINA BERSAMA.....

T.C. PPL....

BYEBYE...

BeELa...

2008-10-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!

IM BACK!!!!!!!!

THX 2 MS SABRINA & MS LIL DUMBO(GF).....LoL:)

bcox of dem i now bloging....thx babes n dudes...lol:)

okay ppl sorie if i nv blog 4 abt 2mths ++...busy nia...

w lots of thinggy..studies,EOY,luv(LOL),skool,life & problems...-.-?

While on e 2mths ++ of holidae,i was away frm blogging...

many thngz has happen 2 me....:( many thng i hav gone through...

lots and lots till i can reveal it out...

non of ur business oso...LOL!!!:P

JKJK...

i hav gone through MAD,SAD,CRAZY,SERIOUS,EMOTIONAL & WATS MORE??? every treatment i had gone through..... last term n tix term seems a big different 2 me wen react 2 ppl tat was ard me...idk whether they realise it or they didnt....-.-'?

K 1st of all i wanna 2 say sorie 2 all my babes tat was my malay gerlz...:'(

Cox every outing tat they had invited me was seem i cant make it...:(

SORIE BABES...:( I NOE U ALL WANNA WE AS A FRENZ 2 B BOND 2GETHER BUT..

but i really cant make it n i noe i dissapoint u gerls..."IM REALLY SORIE":'(

i nv mean 2 do it...but funny wen i can u cant...LOL!!!:D

So dun worie on any upcumin event insyallah i ll make it k....:)

SORIE QID,SUZI,FATIMAH & ALL GERLZ...

"HAPIE BIRTHDAE QID & SUZI" sorie 2 dissapoint u gerls on ur big bash dae...-.-'

2008-09-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

ASST LAWYER @ LAWYER..:)LOLS

ELLO EVERY1...:)

K IT HAS BEEN QUITE A LONG TIME I DIDNT BLOG MY DAILY LIFE WORK..:)

SORIE SINCE LAST MONTH I BEEN BUSY W PROJECT,SCH WORKS & EXAMS...SORIE GUYS 4 MAKING ALL OF U ASKIN ME Y I STOP BLOGGING...I JUS DUN HAV TIME..:(

ALL TIX THX 2 SOME1...lolS [SABRINNAAA] TAT KEEP ON ASKING ME 2 UPDATE MY BLOG TAT I WAS REALLY SUPER-DUPER LAZY NW!!!LOLS...

BT NVM NW I M UPDATING...HAHAS...

OK PPL...2DAE EVNT TAT HAPPEN...IN OUR CLASS..

-HAVING "POA" TEST FRM 10-11AM AT [LT3 A03-01]

HAHAS E TEST WAS FIND BUT WAT I SAY WAS TAT I GONNA FAIL 4 TIX TEST...

DUN ASK Y..HAHAS...

-BREAK FRM 11-3PM... :S CANT IMAGINE IT WAS A LONG BREAK 4 US 2 GET READY 4

OUR NXT TEST TAT WAS "BEG" AT [B02-07]

-HAHAS BIG TEST & EXCITING THNGS 4 2DAE TAT MAKE OUR DAE...

ALL GERLS ND 2 DO MAKE-UP WITHIN GIVEN TIME[20MINS] IMAGINE TAT ALL OF US WAS GIVEN TAT TIME N ALL E GERL WAS RUSHING 2 E MIRROR TABLE 2 STRT

THEIR MAKE-UP ON E SPOT...WHILE ALL E GERL WAS SO BUSY DOIN MAKE-UP E

GUYS KEEP ON DISTURBING ALL E GERL DOIN THEIR MAKE-UP...BUT TAT WAS E

WAY 2 MAKE E SURROUNDING MORE LIVELY W NOISES RATHER THAN QUIET

ENVIRONMENT RITE???AFT EVERY1 HAV DONE W THEIR MAKE-UP N TYING THEIR

TIE..ALL OF US STRTED 2 DO OUR NXT EVENT TAT WAS "GROUP PHOTO" AFT WE

DRESS UP...IT WAS WHERE E FUN STRTED...TAKING PICTURES W THEIR OWN OFFICE

CLOTHES...E CLASS WAS TOTALLY TURNING UPSIDE-DOWN WE MAKE E CLASS B...

EVERYWHERE PPL LL SHOOT PICTURES HERE N THERE...

EVERY1 SEEM SO HAPIE AT TAT MOMENT OF TIME N A REALLI "SWIT MOMENT 4

EVERY1 2 ENJOY"... AFT WE HAD ENUF OF POSING HERE & THERE, WE R IN E

PROCESS OF ATTIRE TEST...[E SCARY PART]...LOLS..:)

-HOME SWIT HOME TIME...:)

K NOW GO 2 MY OWN PART 4 E DAE...:)

K..WEN 4 SCH AT 6.25AM IN E MORNING...W MY OFFICE WEAR & HIGH HEEL ON...BT REACH SCH AT 8.25AM...AMAZING RITE???LOLS

ACTUALLY ME & MY FREN ND 2 MEET OUR FRENS AT TM INTERCHANGE AT 7.30AM..BT ENDED UP THEY MEET US IN SCH CAFE...GD EXAMPLE FRM ME RITE???LOLS..DUN TRY TIX AT WHEREVER U R K!!!:P OKAY ON OUR WAY 2 SCH MANY PPL WAS LOOKING AT ME & MY FREN N I WAS LIKE Y THEY LOOK MAN??IS THERE ANYTHNG TAT WAS NT RITE W ME TAT MAKE THEM LOOK???LOLS..I WAS SUFFERING W MY HIGH HEEL...WALKING W IT N W MY OFFICE WEAR ON...OMG!!!CANT IMAGINE AT TAT MOMENTS...WALKING LIKE EITHER "DUCK" OR "PENGUIN" BT WAT I NOE WAS TAT I WALK IN A FUNNY WAY...TATS WAT I CAN SAY...HAHAS:)

HAVIN "POA" TEST..IT WAS [AVERAGE]...I WAS IN E BRAIN NT WORKING SITUATION...HAHAS...AFT TEST WE HAV 4HRS OF BREAK & TAT WAS E REALLI A LONG BREAK 4 US BCOX OUR "BPF" PRESENTATION WAS POSTPONE 2 NXT WK ON THURS SAME TIME SAME PLACE TAT WAS GIVEN 2 US...WHILE E BREAK TIME WEN 2 TM 4 A WALK...BT IT WAS A SERIOUS SUFFERING WALKING I HAV 2DAE...TAT WAS WALKING UNDER E SUN W MY HEELS ON & ITS DAMN HOT K!!! WEN AT TM WAT WAS IN MY MIND WAS ONLI 1 THNG TAT WAS I WANTED 2 FIND AN AIR-CONDITION PLACE N SIT 1 CORNER LOWER DOWN MY PRESSURE TAT I HAV ON MY LEGS...DEN HEADED 2 SCH AGAIN 4 OUR NXT TEST[BEG]...IT WAS A TOTALLY WOW!!!EVERY1 WAS DRESSING UP SO PRETTY & SMART...TAT WAS US OK!!A SMART CLASS W A HIGH PROFESSIONAL LOOKIN IN US...IT WAS UNFORGETABLE MOMENT 4 ALL OF US...SO SWIT!!!:)

TEST STRTED N EVERY1 WAS BUSY W OUR STUFF 2 B DONE ON TIME...AFT EVERYTHNG WAS DONE WE HAD A GRP PHOTOS W EVERY1 4 OUR MEMORIES IN FUTURE...:)

AFT ALL E PHOTO TAKING WAS DONE WE STRTED 2 C OUR EXAMINER TAT WAS OUR OWN SUB. LECTURES...AFT EVER CHECKING WAS DONE...ALL OF US R SO HAPPILY WEN HOME SWIT HOME BUT W A PAINFUL LEGS LAH K!!!:)LOLS...HAHAHS...

SO POOR GERL IN ME...BAD TIME I HAV ON E WAY HOME MY LEGS WAS HOLDING MAXIMUM PRESSURE TAT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE TAT I FEEL TAT MY TOE WAS GOIN 2 BREAK SOON K...

BUT THX I MANAGE 2 ENDIOUR IT TILL I REACH HM K...IF NT I LL WALKING HM BARE-FOOTED LIKE [BIG-FOOT]LOLS!!!NOW I M HAVING A WONDERFUL PAIN ON MY LEGS N 2MRW I LL BCUM A SLOW WALKER K...LOLS...I LL TRY NT 2 WALK SLOWLY LIKE SNAIL K...LOLS...

OKAY I REALLI2 ENJOY N HAV A WONDERFUL DAE 2DAE...:)

OVERALL : HAPIE & SATISFIED W EVERYTHNG...:):):)

B4 I END..HERE R E 3 PICS TAT I TAKE...

B4 BEG TEST STRT...

ME & LIJUN...:)

MS LIJUN,MS CLAIRE,MS BEELA & MS FIONA...:)

K LA I SHD END HERE NW...

T.C. K PPL...

MISS EVERY1 OF MY FRENS...LOLS!!:)

(: & SELAMAT BERPUASA K..:)

LUVZ BEELA..:)

2008-07-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

E MEMORIAL DAE OF MY BELUVED AUNTY TAT HAS GONE & LEFT US BEHIND...

ON 30TH JULY 2008 AT 2108HRS SHARP....
IS E DAE TAT I LOST 1 OF MY AUNTY TAT WAS MRS SALMI BTE BIKIN...
MY MUM SIDE E ELDER DAUGHTER IN MY MOTHER FAMILY...
I WAS SHOCKED AFT GETTING E SAD NEWS FRM MY UNCLE & MY COUSIN TAT MY AUNTY HAS PASSED AWAY AT HOSPITAL....
ABT WAT HAPPEN 2 HER I WUN DIG IT OUT..I LL KEEP IT 2 MYSELF N LET ME NOE E REASON Y SHE LEFT ALL OF US BEHIND...
AFT GETTING E NEWS, I WAS SHOCKED BUT I NV TAKE IT 2 HARD I JUS TAKE IT & LEAVE IT BUT 1 THNG MAKE ME SAD WAS TAT I HAV 2 KOL HERE N THERE N I BECUMING A BALL TAT ND 2 BE KICK HERE & THERE N IT MAKE ME SO FRUST DUN NOE WAT 2 DO AT TAT MOMENT...
WAT MAKE ME MORE FRUST,SAD & TENSION WAS TAT I CANT GO SCH ON E NXT DAE N TAT MAKE ME WORIE SO MUCH LIKE STH MAKE ME SO FRUST N SAD 4 NT GOIN 2 SCH ON E NXT DAE!!!! SERIOUSLY I DUN NOE Y I FEEL TAT WAY WHILE I ND 2 B BY MY MAMA SIDE N MY COUSINS SIDE AT TAT MOMENT!!!

SUNGGUH SEDIH SEKALI MENDENGAR BERITA YG DISAMPAIKN KEPADA KU N KELUARGAKU....PERMERGIAN MAKCIKKU YG TERCINTA TELAH DIAMBIL BALIK OLEH ALLAH S.W.T.
KU REDAH DGN APA YG TERJADI KE ATASNYA...BAGIKU IA ADALAH JLN YG TERBAIK BAGI BERLIAU UNTUK PERGI BUAT SELAMA-LAMANYA DARIPADA DISEKSA BEGINI RUPA SEMASA HAYATNYA MASIH ADA DIDUNIA INI...
KAMU ADALAH SEORANG YG TABAH MENHADAPI SEGALA DUGAAN SAMA ADA PAHIT ATAU PUN MANIS DI DUNIA INI...ORANG YG BAIK HATI..TABAH..PENYAYANG..DAN APA YG DILAKUKAN OLEHNYA ADALAH BAIK DIMATA ANAK ANAK MUDA...
LEBIH SENANG DIKATAKN CONTOH YG BAIK YG HARUS KITA SEBAGAI ANAK MUDA HARUS IKUTI N PATUHI...AKAN KU KENANGKAN MU BUAT SELAMA-LAMANYA...
KAPADA SEDARAKU..JANGAN LAH KAMU BERSEDIH LAGI ATAS APA YG TERJADI..IA SUDAH BERLALU N KU TAHU IA AMAT MENYAKITKN SEKALI APABILA HARUS DITINGGALKN ORG YG KITA AMAT CINTAI LEBIH DARI YG LAIN...TETAPI KITA HARUSLAH REDAH DENGAN SEMUA INI KERANA KITA TIDAK BOLEH MENGHALANG KEHENDAK ALLAH S.W.T.
HADI KITA HARUS MERELAKN DIA PERGI DENGAN HATI YG TENANG DAN KUATKN LA IMAN...DAN RAJINLA KITA SEDEKAH KN ALFATEHA & SURAH YASIN KEPADANYA DAN HALALKN LAH MKN & MINUMNYA SEMASA BELIAU MASIH ADA DI DUNIA INI...WALAUPUN PAHIT SEKALI UNTUK DITELAN....
SEMOGA ALLAH S.W.T. MENCUCURI RAHMATMU WAHAI MAKCIKKU....
AKU MERINDUIMU DAN INGIN MEYIMPAN KENANGANx2 INDAH YG KITA LALUI SEMASA HAYATMU MASIH ADA!!!
AMIN...

LUVZ BEELA...

2008-07-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

HAHAS...WEIRD..VERY,VERY WEIRD...

2DAE I WAS NT IN MY GD MOOD!!!

WATEVER THNG I DO 2DAE SEEM NOT RITE W ME..!!..

U SEEM 2 START CHANGING U NOE TAT...IT SEEM TAT U TRYING 2 AVOID ME

& WENEVER WE SAW EACH OTHER U LIKE PRETEND NV c ME...

& WE LIKE DUN NOE EACH OTHER LIKE TAT!!!LIKE STRANGER...

I DUN NOE WAT I DID WRONG 2 U???

IF I DID CANT U JUS TELL ME STRAIGHT FORWARD???

Y MUS HAV A SUDDEN CHANGE N WEN U C ME U LIKE GIV NOT HAPIE/SARCASTIC FACE???

HAHAS...DUN TELL ME TAT WAT HAPPEN LAST WK MAKE U CHANGE UNTIL LIKE TIX...

PLS LA...IF U ALREADY HAV URS Y MUS U BOTHER ME N GIV ME TAT EXPRESSION WEN EVERYTIME U SAW ME W MY FRENS???

Y???

DID I DO E WRONG THNG???

OR U R E 1 TINK OF E WRONG THNG???!!

I BEAT TAT U MISUNDERSTAND ME N MY FRENS U NOE TAT...

I DUN WANNA TOK ABT MY FRENS...

AS I SAID DUN JUDGE ME BY MY ATTITUTE N APPEARANCE...PLS..!!

IF U JUDGE ME IN TAT WAY TAT MEANS U DUN NOE ME WELL ENUF K!!!

ACTUALLY SOMETIMES I WAS WONDERING...!!

Y MUS U LIKE GIV ME TAT EXPRESSION WEN I HAV NTH 2 DO W U??DIDNT U HAV URS??Y MUS GIV ME E FACES TAT WAS UNEEDED..??

TIX IS NT TOKING ROT/RUBBISH BT IT WAS TRUTH..

U SHD CONCENTRATE W UR BELUVED IF U REALLY HAV N NO ND 2 DO ANY UNECESSARY ACTION TOWARDS ME CAN???

N CAN U TELL ME WAT ACTUALLY U WAN FRM ME???

CAN U TELL ME??

OR CAN ANY1 TELL ME WAT TIX PERSON WAN FRM ME???

HAAIISS...:S

I SHALL END HERE NW...

T.C. PPL..

LUVZ BEELA...

2008-07-25T21:54:00.000-07:00

A DAE TAT WAS UNSPOKEABLE...

ITS NT UR FAULT TAT I AVOID U...

ITS ACTUALLY MY FAULT TAT I STARTED IT...

I M SORIE IF I TREAT U TIX WAY...

I DUN WAN 2 B IN TIX SITUATION WHERE

I WAS STUCK IN E MIDDLE OF CONFUSION...

I DUN NOE WHICH 2 TAKE...

?????

N WHICH 1 2 DECIDE...

????

I DUN WAN 2 MAKE A WRONG MOVE HERE...

IF U CAN TOK 2 ME PERSONALLY FROM UR OWN MOUTH

I CAN EXCEPT IT N NOE WHICH 1 WAS TRUE...

I WISH TAT I CAN NOE E REASON & CAN END IT FASTER

B4 I MAKE A WRONG MOVE N REGRET IT

4 E REST OF MY LIFE DOWN HERE...

U MAKE MY HEART MELT U NOE TAT...

U MAKE ME ALWAYS WONDERING N TINK OF THNG TAT I SHD NT...

I NOE IN MY WHOLE LIFE OF 17 YEARS I NV HAD ANY GUYS N IF HAV I REJECTED IT...

I CANT DENIED LAST TIME I GT ADMIRED SOME1 4 ALMOST 4 YEARS ++...

I DUN WANNA SAY ANYTHNG I JUS KEEP IT 2 MYSELF...

BOTH OF US NOE ABT IT BUT WE JUS DUN WANNA SAY ABT IT...

ITS NT E RIGHT TIME...

BUT TIX WAS JUS LIKE "PUPPY LUVZ"...

ITS ALR PAST...

BT NOW IT WAS DIFF...

I REALISED TAT I HAV FIND A TRUE PERSON N NOE

WAT IS E MEANING OF LIFE ARE BT NT ALL....

I OSO CANT DENIED TAT U R E 1ST 1 TAT MAKE ME FINDING OFF...

2 ALMOST ENTER A WORLD TAT WAS "LUVZ"

BT I DUN WAN...

I HAV MAKE A PROMISE TAT I LL NT FALL IN LUVZ UNTIL I AT MY RIGHT AGE!!!...

BT C NOW WAT HAPPEN...???

ACTUALLY I M A TYPE TAT HAD A HEART OF STONE!!!A WALL TAT I BUILD 4 SO MANY YEARS...TAT WAS STRONG...

BUT I TINK E WALL TAT I BUILD WAS STILL NT STRONG ENUF TATS Y U CAN DAMAGE IT N BREAK IT...

BT U DIDNT BREAK IT ALL...MOSTLY U DAMAGE IT...

N NOW I NEED 2 REPAIR IT AGAIN...

I WUN BLAME U....

"SORIE, U CAN PUT E BLAME ON ME"

I HOPE WATEVER I HEARD FRM PPL WUN CUM TRUTH...

I WAN 2 HEAR IT TRUELLY FRM UR OWN MOUTH IF POSSIBLE U CAN DO IT...

OR MOST 2 MOST I C IT W MY OWN EYES...

seriously speaking i dun hav any "x" or even stead w any1...

u r e 1st 1...

i noe we r avoidin each other...

i really dun wan tix way...

i wanna tok 2 u n c ur smile everydae...

sorie if i make a sudden changes...

i dun mean it i jus dun wan 2 break ur relationship

so i take e risk n keep quiet until u tell me e truth or i c by my own eyes...

SHALL END HERE!!!

T.C. PPL

LUVZ BeELa!!

2008-07-23T21:44:00.000-07:00

SHOCKING DAE!!!

2DAE WEN 2 E HEALTHY LIFESTYLE TOK...

IT WAS KINDA QUITE FUN..

I PARTICIPATED IN E GAME N GET A BLUE CARE BEAR AS A GIFT....

WHILE AT THERE ENJOYING...

SOMETHNG SHOCKED ME N AFT DAT MY DAE WAS SINK IN E WIDE SEA...

DUN BOTHER 2 TOK ABT TAT...

TATS WAT I CAN SAY 4 2DAE...

SAD...SAD...SAD...

WAT A BAD DAE 4 ME!!!

"BLUE BOAT ALMOST SINK"

HALF DROWN ALR...

END HERE...

T.C. PPL

BYE2..

Luvz BeELa...

2008-07-23T21:37:00.000-07:00

Hapie n enjoyable dae!!

2dae sch was nth much..end early waited in sch till 2.00pm 4 "Adventure Rope"

it was fun ppl...it test ourself whether we can do it or nt...

bt sad la..we only do three thng there...

aft tat waited 4 my fren den wen home hapiely ever aft although it was tiring dae!!

k i shall stop here nw...:)

T.C. ppl...

bye2...

Luvz BeELa...:)

2008-07-02T19:34:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA....

25/06/08(0900HRS)....GETTING OF JUNE 2008 RESULT....

EMMMM...MY RESULT I PASS BUT NOT AS GD AS WAT I WANTED...

BUT I LL TRY MY HARDEST 2 GET MORE DEN WAT I GET.....

2 ALL MY FRENZ TAT ALSO PASS THEIR EXAM I WOULD LIKE

2 CONGRATES ALL OF U...

& OSO 2 THOSE WHO DID NOT DO QUITE WELL 4

TIXZ EXAM PLS DUN B SAD K...

U GUYS STILL HAV ANOTHER 6 MORE MONTHS 2 CATCH UP N TRY UR HARDEST 2 DO WELL N GO 2 "HIGHER NITEC" AS POSSIBLE K...(;

N NOW I QUITE HAPIE TAT I PASS...(;

N SCH REOPEN IS COMING 2 E CORNER...

I CANT WAIT 4 TAT MOMENT...

FURTHER MORE 2 C ALL MY FREN AGAIN....

KEKKEKEKE....

2 TIX PPL...TAT I MOST MISS WEN HOLIDAE: SHA(GF),HUDA,FEYONA,JUN,NAT....& MANY MORE...

SO PPL I HOPE U GUYS R STAYING OUT OF TROUBLE N STAY HEALTHY ALWAYS K...

2 GF: GF...HOW R U???I HOPE U R FINE...GF...U NOE WAT???STAYING AT HOME IS VERI BORING U NOE...KEKEKKE....I WANNA GO OUT WIF U & OUR FRENZZ...BUT WE ALL BZ N DUN HAV TIME....GF...I HOPE WE CAN DO MANY THNGS 2GETHER N B CRAZY N SUPPORTING 2GETHER....IN TIX SCH HOLIDAE I C MANY THNG HAPPENING....BUT I DUN WAN 2 TINK ANYTHNG ABT IT COX IT WASTE OUR TIME BAH...U NOE WAT HAPPEN RITE.....I ALR HEADACHE WIF WAT HAPPEN...I ALMOST WANNA DO BAD THNG 2 IT....BUT I JUS RELAX & DUN WANNA CREATE TROUBLE...BTW I DUN WAN 2 WASTE MY TIME BAH...KEKEKKEKE.....GF U R E ONLI PERSON TAT UNDERSTAND ME....KKEKEKEKEKEKE...WE R STURBORN GERL...DEGIL & SEKEPALA....LOLS.....GF!!I WANNA THNX U 4 BEING THERE 4 ME ALWAYS WEN I M SAD NOR HAPIE...U R ONLI E 1 NOE ME N MY CHARACTOR GERL!!! I M HAPIE U NOE ME WELL WHILE E REST DUN NOE ME 4 LONG...WATEVER PROBS WE HAV WE USE 2 SHARE 2GETHER N WE OSO ALWAYS GIV ADVICE N HELP EACH OTHER & ENCOURAGE EACH OTHER FRM E BACK...I REALLI2 APPRECIATE TIX FRENSHIP...!!!I HOPE NO 1 CAN BREAK OUR CHAIN GERL...& I WUN LET ANY1 BREAK OUR CHAIN 2.....TAT WAS MY PROMISE AS A GF!!! GF WUN LET PPL BULLY HER...LOLS....IF NT BLU-BLACK E EYES GF GIV..!!(:

2 JUN: GERL DUN TINK 2 MUCH K...WAT EVER HAPPEN THERE'S REASON BEHIND IT N DO EXCEPT E FATE...LIFE WE CANT DECIDE BUT WE CAN PLAN IT ONLY!!!ALL E DECISION LL B IN E 1 ON TOP THERE...IT E 1 DECIDE WAT IS 4 US N WAT WE SHOULD TAKE ALTHOUGH IT IS PAIN 2 TAKE IT...I NOE HOW U FEEL BUT GERL 1 THNG K...U MUS LEARNT FRM IT K...DUN B SAD NW...DUN WASTE UR TEARS & AFFORT WEN IT LL NV GIV U ANY BENEFITS...ALTHOUGH U DUN GET WAT U WAN IN LIFE TAT MOST PRECIOUS 4 U BT REMEMBER U STILL HAV E REST IN TIX WORLD TAT STILL LUV U AS A PERSON N E MOST IMPORTANT IS E 1 TAT CREATE U 2 STAY IN TIX WORLD 2 DO A JOB TAT WAS ASSIGN 2 U!!!REMEMBER TAT GERL!!!E PROB TAT U HAVIN NOW IS NOT E MOST IMPORTANT ACTUALLY...E MOST IMPORTANT IS TAT U SHOULD TAKE CARE OF URSELF K...I DUN WAN OUR FRIENDSHIP BCUM FADED N FAR APART...ENUF IS ENUF..I DUN WAN ANY TROUBLE CUMIN UP....CAN MA???I TINK I LL STOP...I HOPE 2 C U AGAIN WEN SCH REOPEN N B 2GETHER AGAIN K...TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH K...:0

JIIAA: CONGRATES 4 UR 1ST TERM OF EXAMINATION...I M PROUD N AMAZE WIF UR SCORE N WANNA 2 LEARN LIKE U...I HOPE IF I DUN UNDERSTAND ANY/CONFUSED I LL ASK 4 UR HELP N THANX 4 UR CONSOLE I REALLI2 APPRECIATE IT...THANX "JIIAA"...N I NOE U FEEL BORED AS WELL AS TIRED WIF WORKING...KEKEKEKKE...BT NVM U LL HAV UR RELAX DAE SOON K....TAKE CARE K...:)CYA WEN SCH REOPEN...

HUDA: YO....HOW R U???I HOPE U R FIND...LOLS...I MISS U MAN...KEKEKEK..I M SAD WE CAN MEET UP 4 SEEING EACH OTHER BT NVM SCH REOPEN WE CAN MEET UP K....TAKE CARE TAU...DUN TINK 2 MUCH K...ANYTHNG U BEEP ME K...DUN STRESS URSELF WEN U R IN DOUBT K...DUN KEEP IT 2 URSELF...CYA GERL...:)

2 E REST: I M HERE 2 CONGRATES AGAIN ALL THOSE PPL WHO HAS PASS THEIR EXAM N 4 E PPL TAT DIDNT DONE WELL DUN B SAD K....WE STILL HAV ANOTHER TERM 2 CATCH UP N FULFILL OUR DREAM K 2 GET BETTER RESULT....SO DUN B SAD...TAKE CARE K...

K I SHALL END HERE...CYA...

BYE2

LUVES BEELA(:

2008-06-24T15:25:00.000-07:00

NTH 2 DO 4 2DAE!!!!!

KKK!!!2DAE STAY AT HOME E WHOLE DAE DO NTH....

IT SEEM SO BORING W/O DOIN ANYTHNG.....

HAIS....NVM.....SLEEP???? NAH MORE BORING.....KEEP DOIN TAT LL MAKE ME MORE FAT N MY FREN LL LAUGH AT ME...

KEKEKEKEKKE!!!!!:P

BT SERIOUSLY ITS TRUE TAT I M FAT NOW...I CANT HIDE IT N DENIED IT 4 SURE!!!

KKEKEKEKEKEKE!!!!!

MAYB I M SO HAPIE WIF MY LIFE N NOT TINKING OF ANYTHNG.....

TATS Y IT MAKE ME MORE FATTER???

BT NO 2 WORIE I LL TRY MY BEST 2 BALANCE MY WEIGHT AGAIN AS I USE 2 K.....

KEKEKKEKEKEKKEKEKEK:P

:S...:S....:S....

KEKEKEKKEKE!!!!!

2MRW IS E DAE.....!!!

"RELEASE OF RESULTS"....

OMG I M SO SHIVERING N SCARED OSO HAV....:S

AT 9AM E RESULT WAS RELEASE N I FEEL LIKE ??????

BUT NVM MIND WAT EVER RESULT I GET 2MRW I JUS ND 2 SAY THNX N KEEP UP UR HARDWORK N CONTINUE WIF IT 4 E BETTER!!!!!

AT LEAST LOST NOW DEN LATER RITE????

KEKEKEKKEKEK.....

CANT WAIT 4 IT.....!!!!!

EMMMMMMM......

SCH REOPEN OSO NEAR N I HOPE I CAN C ALL MY FRENS AGAIN N MY CLASSMATE I M SO DEEPLY MISS DEM....

KEKEKEKKEKEK

GUYS I MISS U ALL I HOPE ALL OF U R DOIN FINE......:D

K I HAV NTH 2 TALK ALR.....SO I SHALL END HERE NOW!!!!

SO PPL PLEASE DO TAKE CARE OF URSELF N DUN TINK 2 MUCH K......WAT EVER HAPPEN HAV SOMETHNG BEHIND IT SO LET IT TAKE PLACE N GO 4 E BETTER!!!!!

EVERY1 MAKE MISTAKES N TAT CANT B ESCAPE....

LUVZ BEELA....

2008-06-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

BACK IN BLOGGING!!!

ELLO EVERY1!!!!:D

KEKKEKEKKE.....

K SINCE AFT EXAM TILL NOW I NV UPDATE MY BLOG.....

KEKEKKEKEKE.....

SORIE I M SO BUSY N FURTHER MORE I LAZY 2 DO BLOGGING....

BUSY TAKING CARE OF MY NIECES....

YA I NOE.....

EMMMMM....

SINCE HOLIDAE I HAV BEEN DOIN NTH AT ALL......

I NV CONTACT ANY1.....IT SEEM SO MISS 2 TALK 2 DEM...:S

BUT NVM WAT CAN I DO I M SO BUSY RITE....

EMMMMMM....K LA I ND 2 GO NW......

2 MY DEAREST FREN: SHA{GF},HUDA,NAT,JUN,FEYONA N E REST I MISS U GUYS...

W/O ALL OF U TAT ALWAYS THERE 4 ME AT MY SIDE 2 MOTIVATE ME N SUPPORT ME WEN I WAS IN DOUBT OR SAD.....I M NTH W/O UR HELP GALS.....

I REALLY2 MISS ALL OF U N I HOPE WE COULD MEET UP 1 DAE IN TIX HOLIDAE PERIOD...INSYALLAH KLAU DIIZINKN K....

TAKE CARE TAU....

N I LL END HERE....

BYE EVERY1 DUN CREATE TROUBLE N TROUBLE LL NT COME 2 U...

KEKEKKEKE...

LUVZ BEELA...

2008-06-02T23:25:00.000-07:00

OSA EXAMINATION 2 DAE!!!!

2DAE IS MY 1ST EXAMINATION TAT IS "OSA"....E EXAM WAS OKAY...

I MANAGE 2 DO E TEST N FINISH IT ON TIME INSTEAD B4 TIME...:D

E TEST WAS TYPING,TABLE & EXCEL...

THNX GODNESS IT WAS EXCEL IF IT WAS DATABASE(ACCESS) I M E 1ST 1 GONNA RUN & DIE ON E SPOT....

COX IT WAS E MOST COMPLICATED TASK AMONG ALL E TASK TAT WE LEARN & IT OSO TAKE ALOTS OF TIME 2 DO IT IN PERFECT...

PREPARE 4 NXT EXAMINATION TAT WAS "CRN"...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

IT WAS DAMN STRESS K.......

MY BRAIN & MIND WAS ALL BLANK ON TAT DAE...DUN NOE Y ALL E THNG I STUDY 2DAE WAS EMPTY & IT CANT ENTER IN2 MY BRAIN AT ALL....

MY REVISION WAS LIKE WASTE LEH.....:(

I M SO SAD MY FREN CAN CONCENTRATE ON HER CRN REVISION WHILE I CANT AT ALL....

HAIXZ....MAYB I M JUS 2 TIRED N MANY THNG I ND 2 SOLVE SO TAT I CAN STUDY/DO REVISION IN PEACE...

YAR...I TINK SO LEHHH....

WEN AT HOME STUDY LIKE HELL BUT STILL CANT GO IN2 MY BRAIN...SMALL COCONUT BRAIN...

WHILE TRYING 2 STUDY LIKE MAD GERL & MY FREN CALL ME & WE TALK...

WE R NOT TALKING NONSENCE BUT WE R TALKING ABT OUR EXAM & WE DO REVISION TGT THROUGH PHONE...

BUT WHILE MY FREN DOING REVISION I WAS AT THERE LIKE TOTALLY BLANK & BLUR...WAT I CAN DO WHILE ON E LINE WAS LISTEN 2 ALL MY FREN TALKING & REVISING WHILE I JUS TONGUE TIGHT N MUTE AT TAT MOMENT...I TINK I TINK ALOTS N CANT LET GO ALL MY STRESS PEACEFULLY TATS Y....

THEN ON E LINE TILL 11+ I TINK....OSO NOT SURE COX NV C TIME MA!!!!...

AFT TALKING I CONTINUE 2 STUDY BUT STILL NO DIFFERENT AT ALL...

SLEEP AT 1.30AM IN E MORNING...BUT TAT WAS MY MAMA ASK ME N FORCE ME 2 GO & SLP...SHE SAY DUN FORCE URSELF IF U CANT...JUS DO WAT U CAN N DOESNT MEAN U MUS 100% PASS ALL RITE...

DEN AFT SHE SAY TAT I DECIDED 2 DO WAT SHE TOLD ME...I GO N SLP & TAKE A REST...ABT 2MRW EXAM I LL TRY MY BEST IN IT & PUT MY EFFORT 2 IT....

BY E WAY I WANNA THNX ALL MY FREN TAT HAV HELP ME ALOT & GIV ME SUPPORT 2 ENDIOUR IN MY STUDIES(REVISION)...

W/O U GUYS I WUN B ABLE 2 DO MY EXAMINATION IN PEACE N CONFIDENT....

ONCE AGAIN THNX GUYS...:D

1 DAE IS MY TURN 2 PAY ALL OF UR KINDNESS BACK...:D

K LAR SHALL STOP HERE 4 2DAE I ND SOME REST B4 MY EXAM START....

SO PPL ALL E BEST K....

BYE2

LUVZ BEELA

2008-06-01T23:50:00.000-07:00

B BACK AGAIN ON BLOGGING AFT MY EXAMINATION!!!

K I LL B BACK AGAIN ON BLOGGING N HOPE U GUYS CAN B UP2DATE...K...

STAY TUNE N "HAPPY HOLIDAE".....:)

HOPE ALL OF U LL HAV ALL E FUN N ENJOY IT B4 THEY ENJOY U!!!...

WAKAKA :P

B HAPIE ALWAYS K....;)

DUN CREATE ANY TROUBLE!!!!

IF ANYTHNG OR HAV ANY PROB...DUN B SHY 2 SHARE IT WIF ME K...

I LL B UR LISTENER,I LL LEND U MY SHOULDER IF U ND IT & I LL TRY MY BEST 2 HELP U GUYS 2 SOLVE ALL UR PROBLEM TGT & ONLY U N ME NOE...IT KEPT "CONFIDENTIAL"

OTHER PPL CANT NOE...

K.......:)

N C U GUYS AGAIN ON NXT TERM WEN SCH REOPEN K!!! :)

WE ALL GONNA MISS EACH OTHER LIKE HELL!!!! :'(

1 MONTH LEH PPL CANT IMAGINE IT SEY!!!... :S

BUT NVM PEJAM CELIK PEJAM CELIK DAH 1 BULAN KNx3!!! :)

WAKAKA.....!!!

K LA PPL I SHALL END HERE SO KLAU MASIH PANJANG UMUR BERTEMU LAGI LA KITA K..!!!:)

STAY TUNE!!!

LUVZ BEELA...

2008-05-31T00:30:00.000-07:00

LAST DAE 4 ME 2 POST!!!EXAMINATION....

K 2DAE NTH 2 DO AT HOME...WANNA STUDY??CANT CONCENTRATE COX NEPHEW HAV

MAKING SO MUCH NOISE....HE HAV BEEN STAYING AT MY HOUSE 4 5 DAES COX "SUNAT"....SO MY MUM & DAD TAKING CARE OF HIM TILL HE RECOVER!!! IT IS NT TAT I M NT SINCERE IN DOING MY PART AS HIS AUNTY 2 T.C. OF HIM BT IT JUS TAT I FEEL FREAK OUT K WEN HE STAY HERE COX I CANT STUDY IN PEACE,MY HOUSE WAS IN E MESS EVERYTIME & I REALLY2 HATE IT K....& I HAV BEEN DAMN TIRED TIX WHOLE WEEK!!! COX AFT I CAME BACK HOME FRM SCHOOL I CANT REST...K...:S

NT A SINGLE PERSON WANNA HELP ME...CANT U IMAGINE IT??? I M NT COMPLAINING BT IT IS FATE TAT I CANT HANDLE ALL IN 1 SHOT...M I RITE???

I ND 2 CLEAN & TIDY E FREAKING HOUSE N AFT TAT ND 2 STUDY BUT CANT CONCENTRATE DUE 2 E NOISE LEVEL...I HAV TRY MANY WAYS 2 AVOID E NOISE BUT STILL NO DIFFERENT....

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I TELL IF I FAIL MY EXAMINATION I LL REALLY STRANGLE HIM K!!!!BCOX OF HIM I FAIL....I DUN CARE WAT PPL SAY I LL DO IT...

BUT RELAX LA...I M NT TAT "LAME" K...

I WUN DO STUPID THNG...

BT IF I WAS FORCE 2 DO IT Y NOT???

:)WAKAKA(:

K AT NITE TALK 2 FREN DEN WHILE TALKING I WAS STANDING OUTSIDE OF MY HOUSE AT E CORRIDOR ALONE...DEN WHILE TALKING I LOOK UP AT E CLOUD N WOW!!! I SAW A STAR IN E SKY WEIRDLY I ONLY SAW 1 STAR!!! I THOUGHT I WAS DREAMING IS IT COX I ONLY SAW 1 STAR INSTEAD OF MANY SO I TOLD MY FREN N MY FREN TOLD ME U R LUCKY 2 C IT N ASK ME QUICKLY MAKE A WISH!!! SO I ASK MY FREN 2 HOLD ON 4 A MOMENT & I STARTED 2 MAKE A SMALL WISH...!!!

EMMM...I HOPE MY WISH TAT I MAKE LL REALLY2 COME THROUGH...:) N AFT TAT I KEEP ON LOOKING AT E STAR N E STAR START 2 "BLINK" & I ASK MY FREN E STAR WAS BLINKING BRIGHTLY N MY FREN SAY E STAR IS TRYING 2 TELL ME SOMETHNG BUT I TINK I CANT GET WAT E STAR IS TRYING 2 TELL ME!!!...????HAIXZ NVM MAYB I LL NOE WAT E STAR TRYING 2 TELL ME 1 DAE...:) DEN WE TALK2 TILL 12+AM & DEN WE STOP...BUT I DUN NOE WHETHER WAS IT TRUE ABT WAT I C???M I DREAMING??? I TINK I M NOT??? N I OSO NT SURE ABT WHETHER 2 BELIEVE WIF WAT I C...BUT I TINK I BELIEVE IT N ONLY CERTAIN PPL CAN C IT...:) N I M SO HAPIE OF SEEING IT N MAKING E WISH...:):):) SO NW WAT I CAN DO IS WAIT PATIENTLY N C WAT LL HAPPEN..... :D WAKAKA!!!! :P

K LA PPL I TINK I WANNA STOP HERE 4 2DAE...I LAZY 2 TALK ALR N I M TIRED NW & IT OSO LATE ALR...SO GD MORNING EVERY1!!!

ALL EBEST 4 EXAMINATION!!!:)

JIAYOU2!!!:)

T.C. PPL STAY HEALTHY ALWAYS ;)

LUVZ BEELA...

2008-05-30T20:30:00.000-07:00

HAVIN FUN!!! :)

2DAE LSSN DO NTH MUCH...

WE DO "OSA" REVISION...

IT WAS EASY...

EVERY1 CAN MANAGE 2 DO IT WITHIN 1 HOUR TAT HAV BEEN GIVEN 2 US...

LEFT 2 MORE DAES 2 1ST EXAMINATION.... :[

ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

SO SCARY!!!!BUT WAT 2 DO...U ONLY HAV 2 OPTION 2 CHOOSE...

THERE R "TAKE IT" OR "LEAVE IT"...

TATS ALL.....

SO I CHOOSE 2 TAKE IT N MUCH REALLY2 DO IT N GET PASS AT LEAST....

K NOW ND 2 GO STUDY...

DEN AFT SCH GO & HAV MY LUNCH....

DEN AT 1.30PM WEN 4 BOWLING AT "DOWNTOWN EAST"[CCA]...

HAVIN FUN THERE...

4 PPL PLAYING LE...

WOOHOO!!!

LOTS MORE 2 SAY ABT IT BUT I CANT COX IF I WRITE HERE IT LL NOT END 1!!!

WAKAKA!!! :0

IT STRT AT 1400HRS & END AT 1700HRS...

DEN WEN HOME STRAIGHT AWY...

WEEEEEEEEEE...

FINGERPAIN U NOE BT FUN!!! :%

HOPE I CAN PLAY AGAIN....

WOOOOHHHOOOOO!!!

K NV C!!!! :(

HAIXZ....

4 DAES CANT C U....

U MAKE ME SAD :'(

NVM I M STRONG K...

WAKAKA....

NW IS NOT E RITE TIME 4 ALL TIX....IT IS TIME 4 U 2 STUDY!!!!

NT 4 ALL TIX...!!!K!!! DUN GO OTHERWAY ROUND....

PLS....DUN TINK NONSENSE K...REMEMBER!!!

K LA I WANNA GO NW SO EVERY1!!! PLS STUDY HARD 4 E LAST TIME BUCK-UP K...

& ALL E BEST 2 ALL OF U & DO WIF AN EASY N EMPTY MIND K... ;)

PRAY 1ST B4 U START K....

OTHERS CAN DO SO CAN U!!! :D

K T.C. PPL!!!

BYE2

LUVZ BEELA....

2008-05-28T20:02:00.000-07:00

WAKAKA!!!!:D

AT LAST MY MDP PROJECT HAV ENDED N ALL MY STRESS ON IT OSO HAV ENDED....

GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..... :P

BUT CANT B SO EXCITED NOW!!!

BECAUSE..

EXAM HAVNT PASS YET MA.... :(

STILL ND 2 STUDY....

WAKAKA.....

NTH MUCH 2 POST 2DAE.....

AS USUAL ROUTINE 4 E DAE....

GO SCH...STUDY....GO HM....DO WORK...DEN SLP...

WAKAKA..:D

HOPE I CAN FIND N NOE E ANS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!!

PLS GIV ME STRENGTH 2 HOLD ALL TIX TILL E END OF MY EXAMINATION...!!!

AFT TAT I LL GO 4 E SOLUTION N SETTLE IT 1 BY 1....

WAKAKA..... ;)

TATS WAT I M GONNA DO...

STUDY 1ST...

DEN....

SOLUTION 2 ALL MY QNZ,PROBS & ETC....

WAKAKA...:)

K SHALL HERE NW... :p

T.C. EVERY1...

LUVZ BEELA...:P

2008-05-27T19:30:00.000-07:00

ELLOX3....:)

BEELA IS BACK AGAIN IN BLOGGING...:)

GEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........

IT HAD BEEN QUITE LONG PERIOD I NV BLOG IN AGAIN...

HAHAHHAHAHHA....

SEEM I M BUSY WIF MY DAILY LIFE,STUDY,WORK N ETC.....

FURTHER MORE MY EXAM IS ROUND E CORNER......

NEED 2 STUDY N KEEP ON STUDY...

WAKAKA.....

MUS GET GPA 3.8 IN ORDER TO GO "HIGHER NITEC"...

BUT I CANT JUS HAV EMPTY PROMISES....I MUS AT LEAST DO SOMETHNG 2 IT BY STUDYING & WORK ON IT.....M I RITE???

TAT WAT EVERY SUCCESSFUL PPL ALWAYS DO IN ORDER 2 GET WAT THEY WAN RITE???

WAKAKA...

YES...

EMMMMM!!!!

NOW I WAS IN E MIDDLE OF CONFUSION...

DUN NOE WAT 2 DO....

HAIXZ...... :S

I HAV E ANS ACTUALLY...

WE BOTH HAV "LINK"/CHEMISTRY...

WE MEET WEN WE PLAY SOCCER...

HE SO GENTLEMAN...IDK ABT OTHERS...

HE SUCCESSFULLY MELT MY HEART OF STONE...:)

4 ME I LL CHOOSE 1 OF DEM...

I CANT TAKE BOTH RITE...COX I LIKE ONLY 1 NT 2.....

BUT I DUN NOE E OTHER???

WHICH IS WHICH???

WHO 2 TAKE???

WAT THEY FEEL???

N WAT 2 DO???

HAIXZ....

IT ACTUALLY EASY CAN B SETTLE BUT I DRAG IT UNTIL MY EXAM END....

BUT 1 THNG I ND 2 NOE WHO HAV E FEELING????

SORIE GUYS IF ALL OF U DUN NOE/UNDERSTAND WAT I M TALKING ABT....

NVM LET NATURE TAKE E COURSES... :)

WAKAKA :D

I M MAD NOW.....

WAKAKA... :D

I ND 2 SOLVE IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...

BUT SHOULD I STRAIGHT FORWARDS???

NOPE I CANT!!!!

THEY SHOULD TAKE E INITIATIVE..:]

WAKAKA :D

HAIXZ....

I DUN NOE HOW 2 WRITE MY BLOG NOW....

SEEM TAT I CANT SAY IN A PERFECT SENTENCES!!!!

BUT NVM I LL TRY MY BEST 2 WRITE IN A SIMPLE & UNDERSTANDING WAY....

N 4 NOW I ND 2 HAVE 100% OF CONCENTRATION IN MY STUDIES 4 MY EXAMINATION!!!!

AFT TAT I CAN TINK OF OTHERS K!!!!

SO PPL I SHALL END HERE!!!

SO T.C. EVERY1...:)

DUN CREATE TROUBLE & DUN INVOLVE URSELF K.... ;)

BYE2 EVERY1....

WAIT 4 MY NEXT POST K!!!

STAY TUNE..... :P

LUVZ BEELA....

2008-05-15T16:45:00.000-07:00

I M CONFUSED DUN NOE WAT 2 DO NOW...:S

haixz....i really2 hav headache now!!!i dun noe wat 2 do n wat gonna happen...

everythng make me feel dazed,freaking out,confused n GONG!!!

evrythng seem gonna change soon...very soon...!!!

oh God pls giv me strenght n pls guide me in wat everthng i m doin now!!!

dun let me decide n go e wrong path!!!

i wanna thng 2 go smoothly n in peace.....

2 u pls i dun noe wat happen actually...

i m confused n pissed off by u....

y u do all tix...????

CAN U TELL ME????

my mind was in e mess...really in e mess.....

btw mus i tink of all tat??

sometimes i tink i should not but sometimes i tink i mus....

HAIXZ...

i dun noe la eh...

can u dun do tix i feel frustrated....!!!!!

but nvm let "NATURE TAKE E COURSE"

i cant tink properly now...

so i ll end here...!!!

T.C. EVERY1...

LUVZ BEELA

2008-05-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

OHHHH!!!:)

I M BACK PPL!! :) GEEEEE....

WELL SORIE 4 NOT POSTING 4 A LONG PERIOD...

BUSY WIF THNGZ...STUDIES,LIFE,PROBLEMS N SO ON...

SINCE E LAST TIME I BLOG TILL NOW MANY THNGS HAPPEN 2 ME...

N 2 E REST OF MY FRENDS...

NAH....I WUN SAY ANYTHNG ABT TAT.....

HAIXZ I ND 2 SETTLE MANY THNGS 4 TIX TERM...!!

MANY PROBLEMS CROP UP IN MY MIND N I NEED 2 SETTLE IT 1 BY 1....

N 4 TIX FEW DAES I M NOT FEELING QUITE WELL....

N EVEN NOW MY FEVER COME BACK AGAIN....:(

I LL TRY MY BEST 2 RECOVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...

SO TAT I CAN SETTLE ALL E PROBLEM TAT WE HAV NOW...

N END ALL TIX AS SOON AS POSSIBLE....CAN???

EVERY PROBLEMS THERES A SOLUTION...

IT JUS DEPEND ON E PERSON ITSELF WHETHER THEY CAN TINK

POSITIVE,PROPERLY,EXCEPT E FACT,DUN DO THNGS TAT LL WASTE UR TIME....

IF U CANT SOLVE UR PROB URSELF(FACE 2 FACE) DUN TRY 2 DRAG OTHERS IN2 TIX MATTER CAN??

TAT WAS CALLED CHILDISH...DRAG PPL IN2 SMALL MATTER TAT CAN B SETTLE IN A FEW MINS & HOURS....

LIFE IS JUS 4 US 2 STAY 4 A MOMENT N AFT TAT IT LL B GONE 4EVER....

IT LL GIV US ALOTS OF CHALLENGES N RISK IN LIFE...

SO DUN JUS BCOZ OF 1 SMALL THNG IT DRAG OTHERS TAT SHOULD NOT KNOW N INVOLVE..COX ONCE U MAKE-UP STORIES 2 OTHERS N MAKE DEM BELIEVE..

REMEMBER U DUN EVER2 TINK TAT U R BIG ENOUGH??

NOPE E ANS IS "NOPE" K...U R JUS ACTING CHILDISH WIF ALL E CHILDISH GAME!!!SO NOW E BEST WAY WAS STOP ALL E NONSENSE,OWN UP,APOLOGIES N TAT LL B ABIT BETTER RATHER LOST EVERYTHNG IN LIFE N HANDS!!! N BETTER GET A LIVING N LIFE B4 ITS 2 LATE...N DO SOMETHNG PRECIOUS!!!DO SOME GD DEED WHILE U R STILL ALIVE N GET A LIFE...

I WAN ALL TIX 2 END!!!!

TATS IT I HAD ENOUGH IN HEARING ALL TIX CHILDISH THNG...

NO BENEFIT N GAINS AT ALL....

SO TINK B4 U REACT!!!!!

ONCE U STEP ON E WRONG PATH..U R IN E END...

REMEMBER TAT K....

2008-04-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

SAD,STRESS N FREAK OUT!!!

2dae i m so sad n everythng...

aft sch time i n my beloved frend had a miss understandind as in i left alone ...

but i didnt mean it...

i was waiting by walking slowly n i saw it behind me n i jus continue slowly due 2 my legs cant stand in e hot sun anymore...!!!

a big n shocking tat my beloved fren came 2wards us n started blown out....

out of e sudden....???

i was so shock of wat happen...

but aft tat i try 2 chase but i cant run as fast due 2 i cant stand wif my legs...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

aft tat i wen home....

Dad called n sarted scolding me of saying tat y u still havent reach home yet...

n out of e sudden oso i was totally blank in e middle of e road...

DUN NOE WAT 2 DO..N WORIE 4 HER!!!

i m sorie if u thought i left u...but i didnt...

i saw u walking behind me n i oso dun wan 2 disturb u...

so i slowly continue walking....

den BOMB???

but i dun blame u....

i noe how u feel...

but u mus remember i m not tat type...

it jus tat i dun wan 2 disturb u or any1...

i sometimes tink tat i need 2 b cut into half....

but 2 bad i cant!!!!

i keep crying tinking abt wat happen...

i actually a person tat difficult 2 cry or c me cry...

unless it somethng tat i treassure n precious most den i ll cry...

i jus dun wan 2 lost my beloved n understanding fren...

u r e best n has same tinking as me n we r in e same boat, catagory n 1 kepala...

so aft tix i hope u wun hate me...or misuderstand me k:)

b hapi i wun leave u alone...

u r great 2 me i wun do tat...

SO TILL HERE

LUVZ,

BEELA

2008-04-07T00:30:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO(:....ENJOY MIE DAE AT THERE MAN!!!

I CANT DESCRIBE HOW FUN & HOW AMAZING WAS MIE STAY AT THERE...

I M SPEECHLESS NOW....(:

I CAN ONLY POST ALL E PHOTO TAT I TOOK ON MIE STAY AT THERE!!!

SO ENJOY(:

5 APRIL 2008{1ST DAE}......

6 APRIL 2008{2ND DAE}......

2008-04-04T17:05:00.000-07:00

OHHHH NOOOO I M GONNA MIZZ U GURLZZ!!!:'(

:'(2DAE IS MIE LST DAE CHATTING N WRITE MIE BLOG...)':

COZ 2MRW N SUN I WUN B IN SINGAPORE...

I M GOIN 2 MALAYSIA 4 2DAES...

WIF MIE FAMILY...(:

I LL B RETURNING 2 SINGAPORE ON SUN...

BUT MAYB AT NITE I REACH...???

BY TAT TIME I LL B DAMN TIRED...

CANT MSG & ONLINE WIF ALL OF U!!!...

SAD....SO2 SAD...):

BUT NVM I LL B ONLINE AGAIN ON MONDAE IF I CAN...(:

ALL OF U I M GONNA MIZZ U GURLZ LIKE HELLZ!!!

WEN AT THERE[KAMPONG] I LL TRY 2 TAKE SOME PHOTO THERE K...(:

.......................................

BUT WEN I M AT THERE...

I HOPE TAT ALL OF U CAN TC OF URSELF.....

N DUN KEEP ON FIGHTING,QUARRELLING & SO ON K....

I HOPE WHILE I M NOT HERE WIF ALL OF U I HOPE U ALL CAN MANAGE URSELF...

N I HOPE NTH LL HAPPEN...

B HAPPY ALWAYS, DUN B SAD2 K...!!!

..........................

TILL HERE DEN!!!!

BYE2(:

(:TC(:

LUVZ

BEELA...

2008-04-01T23:57:00.000-07:00

PUZZLED & CONFUSED??????

I WAS SO PUZZLED & CONFUSED NOW....

Y SUDDENLY MIE FRENZ TOLD MIE NOT 2 LET E PERSON GO?????

THEY KEEP ON SAYING "JUZ WAIT"....

THEY SAID 1 DAE E PERSON LL CUM 2 MIE...

BUT SHOULD I?????

WUN IT B WASTING MIE TIME???

LL IT NOT MAKE MIE SAD & CRY AGAIN???

BUT IF IT STILL E SAME...HOW???

..........................

I FEEL VERY WEIRD LEH...WEN U PPL SAY LIKE TAT...

LIKE SOMETHNG IS NOT RITE...

???????????

WEN I SAD U PPL SAID JUZ 4GET IT,B HAPIE,FIND NEW PERSON & SO ON....

BUT NOW WEN I ALREADY TRY MIE BEST 2 4GET EVERYTHNG...

U GUYZ TELL MIE TIX......?????

SO NOW U GUYZ WANNA MIE 2 WAIT????

I CAN GIV E PERSON ANOTHER 1 MORE CHANCE...

BUT IF IT STILL HURTING MIE...

MAKE MIE GO CRAZY AGAIN....

SORIE I LL REALLY2 DUN NOW WAT 2 SAY...

COZ U GUYZ WANNA MIE 2 WAIT RITE???

K..................

I LL TRY MIE BEST K..................

I LL FOLLOW WAT U GUYZ SAID...K....

NOW I ND 2 REVERSE E TIME OF HEART AGAIN....

AIYAR.......

BEELA WAT R U GONNA DO NOW....????????

K....

JUZ OPEN MIE HEART AGAIN & WAIT 4 E PERSON....

BUT SOMETHNG MAKE MIE WORIE....

TAT WAS..

I SCARED I LL B HURTING MIESELF N REGRET AGAIN LEH....

N I HOPE TAT THNG LL NOT HAPPEN...K..

JUZ 4 U GURLZ I ND 2 DO TIX THNG AGAIN....

NVM JUZ TRY UR BEST K....BEELA U TRY...

ALTHOUGH U DUN LIKE IT.....

HHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

LOL................

......................................................................

K TILL HERE DEN......

TC .........

LUVZ BEELA

2008-03-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!ENJOYABLE AS WELL AS TIRED!!!

YAHOO!!!GO MALAYSIA 2DAE CAN BUY WAT I WAN...:)

BUT NOT 2 MUCH AS WAT I WANNA LIKE LAST TIME...

HAHA...

WEN 2

" PASAR LAKIN, ANGSANA SHOPPING COMPLEX, GIANT,PASAR BORONG PANDAN & LASTLY RESTAURANT SINGGAH SELALU"

WEN AT 11:15AM...TILL 10:45PM...

TIRED, SICK & BAD HEADACHE WIF ALL MIE NIECE & NEPHEW ATTITUTE...

SO TALKETIVE & SOMETIME IRRITATRING.....

HAHHAHA....

CANT BLAME DEM COZ THEY STILL YOUNG...(:

BUT QUITE FUN OSO MAKING NOISES...(:

ACTUALLY THERE LOTZZZ OF FUN BUT 2 BAD I M NOT ACTIVE ON TAT DAE DUE 2 SICK...)':

I DIDNT TELL ANY1(MIE FAMILY & EVEN MIE GDAUGHTER) COZ I DUN WAN DEM 2 WORIE...

4 GDAUGHTER...SHE LL NAG AT MIE & LL TOLD MIE 2 REST, TAKE MEDICINE....

BUT I M STUBBORN MAH...(:

HAIYAAAAA....

SICK SO BORED MAN!!!CANT TINK & DO WORK PROPERLY... )X

:)HAHAHAHHAHA(:

.........................................................................

TIX WK END GOIN 2 MALAYSIA AGAIN STAY THERE 3 DAES, 2NITE...(:

BUT GOSH....????

I GONNA MIZZZ..ALL MIE FRENZZZZZZZZZZZ LAR...)':

ESPECIALLY MIE GDAUGHTER COZ CANT CHAT WIF HER 4 3DAES...)':

DEN THERE MUZ B LOTZ OF STORIES 4 HER & MIE 2 SHARE...

)":)":)":)":)":

.....................................................................

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!

ON 31/03/2008...

AT 12.00AM SHARP...

E RITE TIME & E RITE DAE 2 LET U GO....

I HAV TINK THROUGH YSTERDAE NITE.....

I LL LET U GO & SHOULD LET U GO....

WIF WHOLEHEARTEDLY...

I NOE IT IS HARD BUT I LL TAKE E RISK N CHALLENGES...

DUN WORIE...(:

I LL OSO NOT GOIN 2 "BLACKMAIL U OR DO BAD THNGZ 2 U"

"DUN WORIE"...(:

MIE WISH 2 U IS

"HOPE U LL B HAPIE WIF E PERSON TAT U CHOOSE & TREASURE HER WELL K...."

BYE2 2 EUUUU!!!..

N MIE BETTER STAY "SINGLE"(:

N U LL B HAPIE ALWAYS.....

HAHAHHAHAHA(:

I NOE TAT IS WAT ALL MIE FRENZ WANNA MIE 2 DO......

"B HAPIE, DUN TINK NEGATIVE,DUN B SAD,JUZ 4GET TAT PERSON & ETC...."

K.....

I LL DO IT 4 E SAKE OF U GUYZZZ....

BUT WIF 1 CONDITIONZZZ....!!!!!

U GUYZ OSO MUZ PROMISED MIE SMTHNG...

ALL OF U MUZ B HAPIE ALWAYS, DUN TINK 2 MUCH,TINK POSITIVE...

N MOST IMPORTANTLY

"ANY PROB. FEEL FREE 2 CUM 2 MIE K......"

I LL B THERE 4 U GUYZ...

........................................................................

K.....

DUN NOE WAT 2 SAY ALREADY, SO I LL JUZ POST E PHOTOZ TAT I TOOK WIF MIE NIECE IN E CAR & END HERE 4 2DAE.

....................................................

MIZZZZ U GUYZZZ(:

TC...STAY HAPIE(:

:)DUN FIND TROUBLE..

BYE2

LUVZ BEELA...

2008-03-28T14:20:00.000-07:00

I M SICK....DUE 2 PROB MAYB...

2DAE I M SICK DUN NOE ????

AFT ONE PROB GOES ANOTHER PROBS CUM....

MAYB DUE 2 MANY PROBS CROP UP INSIDE MIE MIND & BRAIN...???

TINK 2 MUCH UNTIL IT AFFECT MIE HEALTH...

YSTERDAE ONLINE WIF GDAUGHTER...

SHE IS E ONLI GURL TAT I CAN TALK 2

A PLACE WHERE I LET OUT ALL MIE FEELING,RUBBISH,JOKE & SO ON..

WE ONLINE 4 1 NITE...

POOR HER ND 2 ACCOMPANY MIE JUZ 2 LEND MIE HER EARS & SHOULDER 4 MIE 2 PUT ON...

I REALLY2 GLAD N TOUCH 4 WAT SHE HAD DONE...

SHE IS PATIENCE...

TRY 2 MAKE MIE HAPIE AGAIN & TRY 2 MAKE MIE B E USUAL BEELA TAT SHE NOE...

SHE REALLY2 DUN WAN MIE 2 B SAD & TINK NEGATIVE THNG...

TATZ WAT MAKE MIE...

REALLY2 APPRECIATE U GURL...

BUT DUN U WORIE MIE GDAUGHTER..

I LL B MIESELF AGAIN WEN ALL E THNG WAS SETTLE

& OF COZ IT LL TAKE SOMETIME 2 CURE...

HAHAHHAHAHHA...(:

..............................................

"WE R IN E SAME BOAT..."

"KEEP ON PADDLING DUN NOE WHERE WE R HEADING"

"NO DESTINATION...LOST.."

"WE ALWAYS SUFFER WHILE E PERSON TAT WE LUV MOST NV TINK OF IT AT ALL"

"THEY ALWAYS HURT OUR FEELING!!! Y????R THEY AN ****** OR WAT???"

" Y MUZ THEY DO TIX???"

"THEY TINK TIX IS FUNNY, A GAME OR WAT???"

.....................................................

NAH...

NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN WE MUZ B STRONG.....

DUN JUZ BCOZ OF WAT HAPPEN 2 US WE MUZ SUFFER N START 2 TINK NEGATIVE...

"NOT WORTH IT"

BUT I SCARED & AFRAID...

1 DAE I LL CHANGE MIE ATTITUTE 2 BCUM A "COLD BLOODED" PERSON...

NOT MIESELF....

"A HAPIE BEELA"

"ALWAYS SMILE"

"TALK 2 PPL ALWAYS"

"LEND HER EARS 2 PPL 2 LET OUT ALL THEIR FEELING"

N SO ON...

ONLY PPL TAT NOW MIE & MIE CHARACTER WELL LL NOE.....

IF THEREZ A CHANGES IN MIE WHETHER I M MIESELF OR NOT...

THEY R E PPL TAT CAN TELL & C.....

.........................................................

ESTHER.....

I M SICK 2DAE N U TALKING RUBBISH 2 MIE????

PLZ LA ESTHER TINK POSITIVE CAN?????

IF U REALLY2 LUV MIE AS UR SISTER N RESPECT MIE....

U MUZ PROMISED MIE NT 2 DO IT & SAY ALL TIX RUBBISH K....4 E SAKE OF UR SICK SISTER....

DUN EVER TINK OF "NEGATIVE CAN???"....

IF U STILL WANNA CARRY ON 2 TINK TAT WAY....

U MARK MIE WORDS.........

"I LL BREAK E RELATIONSHIP"

"DUN CALL MIE SISTER ANYMORE"

"DUN MSG MIE"

"DUN CALL MIE N TALK"

"DUN MEET MIE"

"DUN BEG MIE 2 HELP U AGAIN IF U HAV PROB"

"DUN TALK 2 MIE"

"I DUN WAN 2 C U & EVEN FRM MIE SIGHT"

GET OUT OF MIE SIGHT....

K....................

IF U STILL WANNA TRY MIE...

GO AHEAD...

TIX TIME ROUND I WUN GIV A DAMN...

U CAN ASK HELP FRM OTHER PPL.....

K.............

SO TINK 1ST B4 U MAKE ANY FINAL DECISION....

ONCE U DECIDE WRONG...

U DUN EVER2 SHOW MIE UR FACE...

DUN LET MIE DO IT....

................................................

NOW I LL END HERE.....

I DUN WAN 2 TALK ANYMORE....

"SICK"

C U GUYZ AGAIN......

TC(:

LUVZZ....(:

BEELA....

2008-03-27T15:30:00.000-07:00

DUN BOTHER ABT MIE....

27/03/08......E DAE

3:18PM....

NOW I DUN CARE WAT HAS HAPPEN

100% CLOZE TATZ IT..........

DUN ASK MIE Y........

I RATHER DIE...

JUN TAKE OVER MIE PLACE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...

I GONNA DIE NOW...

IDIOTZ LIVING IN TIX WORLD...

I M NOT INSULTING E REAL WORLD BUT ONLI E WORDS..

EVERYONE MIE DECISION WAS ON E STOP...

100% CLOZE........

I ND PEACE NOW....NO POINT TALKING....

N DUN EVEN ASK MIE WAT HAPPEN????

.........................................

NOT WORTH 4 MIE 2 SAY........

BETRAYER............

LIER............

NO FEELING 4 OTHERS............

TINK OF ITSELF................

STUPID...................

CHITTER.............

I REALLY HATE EUUUUUUUUUUU

LEAVE MIE........

GUYZZZZZZZZZZZZ

DUN DISTURB MIE NOW...

CAN?????

I ND 2 SETTLE THNG.........

DUN ASK MIE WAT M I DOIN K........

I M NOT GOIN 2 TELLLLLLL..........

I HATEEEEEEEEEEE EUUUUUUUUUU

GET LOST...............

U LL REGRET............

2008-03-24T17:03:00.000-07:00

DAZED!!!!

2dae wen jogging at 7.00am in e morning wif Jun, nAT & MIe...

We jog at "PUNGGOL PARK"

We jog ard e park & aft a few hrs, we stop & decided 2 play swing at e playground:)

Like small kind isn't it:)

LOLZ...

Aft tat wen home at 10.45am & jun tried 2 called e"SPCA" 2 check whether they nd any help frm us 2 do CIP work....!!

But they said, they ll inform us through e-mail & now we hav 2 wait 4 it lor...

Haiyaaa...

Need 2 do mie powerpoint slide...:(

(MDP & OFC)

I feel like dun hav e mood 2 do all e assignment lar...

Dun noe Y??

Track & Field...

I can't join e CCA coz my mum wun allow mie due 2 e attire...:(

But mie sis, she didn't say anythng abt it...But 4 mie...I oso hav 50/50 coz i actually dun like track & field not coz i hate running or wat lar..but e way lar...i m not comfortable wif it...

Soccer(Gurlz)

I dun noe wat mie mum, dad ll say coz i m a gurl & they like dun believe mie in doin all tix thng..!!!Mie sis, she dun mind mie 2 join tix CCA coz if she, she juz go ahead if her daughter wanna 2 join soccer...:(

I feel like wat i wan in life is so difficult coz wat ever i wanna join there muz b an excuse behind it...like i m a gurl y??? muz u play soccer???

Tat sport was only 4 guyz wat...

But 4 mie i dun mind abt whether it 4 guyz or gurlz...

4 mie if u noe how 2 play is already good 4 u... & u can carry on wif it while e talents is in u...!!

Haiyaa... i now really dun noe wat 2 do already??????

Aft 1 problem cum, another problem cum....#(

There like no ending leh....

EEMMM...now wat i care was...frm now onward...i ll b a new real matured "NABILA" k....

So if u ppl feel uncomfortable or weird wen u ppl wif mie...I dun hav anythng 2 say...Coz i m who i m frm now on...e real mie...

Now mie goal is 2 get GPA"3.8" ...

4 mie 2 go HIGHER NITEC...

i dun wan 2 create anymore trouble...

Time 4 mie 2 start mie study seriously...

TO ALL MIE FRENDZZ TAT I CARE & LOVE ALOTZZ...

SORIE GUYZ IF I CHANGE IN A SUDDEN WAY...

I JUZ DUN WAN 2 REPEAT MIE MISTAKE AGAIN....

I NOE U ALL CARE 4 MIE BUT TIX IS E WAY 4 MIE 2 TRY 2 4GET ALL MIE PAST DOIN

N START WIF A NEW LIVING...

I DUN WAN 2 SUFFER ANYMORE....

I HOPE U GUYZ CAN UNDERSTAND MIE...

K.....

till here then....

BYE GUYZ......

TAKE CARE :'(

LOVES "REAL NABILA"

2008-03-20T00:10:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

NO POST!!!pICTURES ONLY:)

E NICEST PICZ AMONG E REST!!!

2008-03-16T02:30:00.000-07:00

Spider Crab!!
Shark(Underwater World)

WAKE-UP, WAKE-UP.....

2DAE WEN 2 "Sentosa" fun!!!...

2DAE NO POST 4 E EVENTZZ, JUZ ALL E PICTURES!!!

(: SORIE :)

2008-03-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

HAHAZ...HAPIE2..!!

Mie & My 3rd niece..
Mie wif All mie 3 cute gurl!!
Hahaz dun noe wat 2 discribe!!
Beside mie was mie beloved mummy!!
Letzz Pose gurl!!!..

2dAE wen 2 Esplanade & Nite Safari 4 family occasion...Fun man!!!:) So enjoyable!!!.. At Esplanade we took "Boat Tongkang" 2 tour ard e BOAT QUEY RIVER... oso took alot of pictures there...Then At Nite Safari we wen 2 watch e nite animals creatures...So dark man..I felt as in i was dead at tat momentz coz i cant C a single thing!!Wat can i only Sense was ppl making alot of noise & tourist speaking in their country languages...S) Haiya Actually rite i cant say u noe..Coz i dun noe wat 2 rite bt i can only show u all e pictures tat i took wif all mie cuties nieces & e Nite Safari thng...So end of mie story 4 2dae!!!

Nite Safari Brochure!!

Nite Safari Helicopter!!

E show tat we watch!!!

2008-03-01T01:40:00.000-08:00

hAHAHA DAMN TIRING(KILLING)....BUT FUN :)

Tix r all e photo....

E B'Dae Cake!!
B'dae Gurl...
Cutting oF E Cake!!!
Humairah Family...!!

Mie & B'Dae Gurl...

Grandmother & Grandaughter B'Dae...

WOW!!! "Presentzzz"

2DAE wake up early in e morning at 0800hrs 2 prepare 4 e big dae(HUmairah & Mie mummy b'dae) party...Not enough sleep:( wat 2 do juz take it or leave it lor...Tidy house, help mummy & my other family members 2 cookzz ,iron clothes & etc...Quite alotzz of people until not enough hands 2 do work leh...Standing frm mornin till nite until mie both legs swollen like "PAU"...:'( E event endzz at 0000hrs sharp n tidy e house again until mad gurl@@@ Sleep late again!!!at 0200hrs:(:(:( Haiyaa...Time 2 sleep bYE....!!!

2008-02-28T20:30:00.000-08:00

BORING NTH 2 DO!!!!

2dae therezzz nth 2 do in sch!!!so "BORING"

Break 4 three hrs...(OFC)test...

Wen break time try 2 comfort KAR YING coz she can't control her emotionzzz

due 2 her not doin well 4 her OFC Test!!!I understand how she felt at tat moment!!!Very sad & Regrate can't do as wat she expected* But she muz at least control her emotion!!!I really feel pity & sad 4 her!!!!At last me & jun successfully make her laught again ever aft by talking nonsence & do funny thingzzz!!!Tat wat i wan her 2 b..."HAPIE"&"SMILE" again....

Kar Ying: I noe u can control ur emotion!!! it juz depend on u whether u

can do it or not!!!I noe u r so upset & not hapie wif wat u hav done but u still hv a long journey k...Dun make e incident juz now as ur ending journey can...And if u hav any prob tatzz keep playing in ur mind!!!Juz feel free 2 find mie n voice out all ur prob tat hav make u worie so much...& I ll try mie very best 2 help u 2 find e solution!!!Therezzz no prob tat can't b solve:)Remember tat k:)B hapie alwayzzz:)

Now G2G...CYAAA..Bye!!!:)

2008-02-27T20:06:00.000-08:00

Mie, Kar Ying & Alien!!

Mie & Jun!!!

Mr Goh & e HAHA Group!!

HAHA Gurlzz!!

2dae nth much 2 talk!!!

(2 do make-up lssn)... Starts skool as usual 4 CROSS-COUNTRY people & e rest who didnt attend (LLA)lesson...E rest of my classmate came at 0900hrs...Aft tat lesson start as usual but end early at 0945hrs..

Den go AUDITORIUM...

2 C e show!!

Quite boring cozz e thing strtzz late & while waiting 4 e event 2 strt...

Me & e HAHA Group took a photo:)

e event was so lively presented:)

I m hapie wif it...but too bad i fall asleep S(

(MDP lesson)

2dae lesson was killiing meee....Coz i dun wat m i doin although i hav follow e instruction carefully step by step!!!Sincerely frm my heart I REALLY HATE 2 DO "PHOTOSHOP" u noe or not!!!!

So complicated :(

Nabila: Mr Goh!!!:( Can u plzzz... teach us step by step cozz i really dun understand wat 2 do wif tix "PHOTOSHOP" thing...it really make me give up in doing it!!!

KKK!!!I ll stop here 4 2dae!!!G2G BYE...

2008-02-26T04:42:00.000-08:00

TIRED & FEELING UNWELL

2dae we end skool early at 1500hrs...coz Ms Teo nd 2 go 4 e Wednesdae "HAIR & DESIGN FASHION SHOW" rehearsal tat is Y we end skool early...

OFC Telephone Script....Me & Jun was late 4 (5min) 4 e test n we r juz like a "CRAZY,MAD & INDIRECTION GURL" running from e 4RUM 2 e lobby lift n wat a ???? e lobby was full of students waiting 4 e only 3 lift 2 go 2 4 clazzz...N both of us decided 2 take e escalator frm e (Cafeteria 2) 2 level 3 & continue taking e stairs 2 go 2 level 4...Feeling like dying soooon...Coz my heartbeat pumpzz faster & faster till i cant breath properly until we reach e test room quess wat "HAPPEN"????...Ms Juh juz enter e room & havnt started any test yet!!!!Can u imagine tat???We run like mad scared tat we ll b late 4 e test but wen we reach, we feel tat we r in e "CRAZY" position...E test started & my feeling was so damn "Nervous" & "Shivering" ...Aft 5min of test ms Juh didnt give any comment 2 me regarding my play & i ask Jun y she didnt giv any comments abt my play???

Jun say: Mayb she also nervous tat y she 4get 2 giv her comment!!!..

Bt 4 me i dun bother abt her whether wan 2 giv comment or not..wat i care now was tat i feel so relieve aft e test tat i nd 2 go through juz nw & itz already "OVER"!!!Yeppy!!!

Jun: I hav e strong feeling tat u can b a strong gurl if u really find it slowly & peacefully...Although it ll take timezz!!!Cheer up!!!Open a new book & chapter k...B strong:) I ll alwayzzz there 4 u 2 share ur prob k!! And reminder frm me" DUN U EVER SAY I WAN 2 DIE" can or not!!!Itzzz actually a curse u noeee????
Promise me u wun say it again????

ALAMAK...2mrw ll be boring leh...At 1000hrs nd 2 go 2 e Auditorium 4 e "BORING" show(Hair & Design Fashion) 4 1 an e haf hrs....Sian %(

And 4 e rest of my frenzz tat nd 2 do e test 4 e nxt 2 daezzz....(All e best 2 u guyzzz & have confident tat u guyzzz can do it...K!!:)

GTG NW>>>.C YAAA!!!

Huda is Making FoOL OF HERsELf :)

2008-02-25T17:27:00.000-08:00

she is plucking e plants...

Where is she goin????

2008-02-24T03:00:00.000-08:00

Mie & Humairah(Niece)

Wat is sHE trying 2 do???

DAMN TIRED DUE 2 WEN JOHOR....

Todae MOrning waked up at 0900hrs >> feel like dun wan 2 wake up at all coz sleep late at 415am!!! Wen Johor....Aft tat went 4 breakfast at "West Coast"(Clementi)...at 1135hrs!!!Eat > WIF hOT MILO...K..la quiite nice can feel e effect of e sauce n e cheese :) Aft tat we wen 2 Beach Road <<Golden Mile>> 2 buy <TULANG> sO LONG I NEVER eat tulang since i hav fever...Yum yUM:) eNJOY myself at tat momentzzz at least i can release my stress wif all my attention fall 2 my niece & nephew...Although they r so noisy & irritating in e car, i still enjoy being wif them 4 tat moments 2 keep my self hapie...We also take photo in e car!!! At home sleep 4 <<3hrs>>

2008-02-23T23:58:00.000-08:00

At SINGGAH SELALU!!

In e car...JOhor

At Home!!B4 going 2 cHANGI!!!

ENJOY.....:)

Wen 2 mie Elder bro..fren e grandson birthdae!!!!At Changi Chalet under(SAF)...fUN ---eNJOY:)

Aft tat wen hm 2 take passport & went Johor 2 buy my mum & dad "jamu"...
wen wif mie bro..,sis-in-law & niece..

Do some window shopping!!!

Wen eat at "SINGGAH SELALU" Restaurant...(EaT "NASI GORENG SINGGAH SELALU" wif "ICE MILO" mie favourite drink!!! E menu was attracting my attention !!! E nasi goreng was nice:)

U ll mizzz e opportunity if u dun try it!!!! B)

Wen at 11.35pm....
Return hm at 4.15am in e morning....

DAMN IT SO TIRED!!!! &(
GTG NOW C YAAA...AGAIN!!!BYE....

ZZZZZzzzzz!!!!!!!!

2008-02-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

AT SOCCER PITCH SHELTER...
<<<>>>

Todae play soccer wif Huda, Nat, Jun,Esther,Tasha & mieself..
It fun playing soccer wif them & I seriously enjoy mieself!!!
Actually sth have been bothering me...I felt so hurt tat i don noe wat 2 do...I always though i can run away wif it!!! But everydae i hav 2 face tix challenge...I dun wan 2 C u!!! If i C u i ll remember all my unhappiness!!Plzz tel me wat 2 do???I seriously felt very upsets!!!Facing u everydae really hurt me!!Although sometimes i felt hapie wen i C u, but rite inside my heart i'm very upsets!!!Being in a relationship is not easy!!!Ialways fall 4 tix trap wen love cumzz..<>I hate falling in love!!!<>I really had enough of tix man!!!:)I really wan 2 change e whole thng in life & study hard 2 get <<3.8>> so tat i can go study Higher Nitec take "SPORTZZ MANAGEMENT".... Tat was mie wish 4 tix year!!!:)

2008-02-21T03:52:00.000-08:00

2dae nothing much 2 do in skool :( so Boring and tiring...

Skool starts at 1000hrs and end at 1400hrs...
Study,study,study
NLNLNL....

In skool MPM "Lee Kuan Yew" came to skool dun noe 4 wat but it seem 2 C our skool and lotzz of our students taking photo of him wen he came into e skool...but i dun bother abt it!!!Alamak<<NLNLNL>>>
Aft skool me, jun, Serena, Fiona and Claire go & Play soccer at e soccer pitch...E dae was killing me & i m hav already became charcoal(sun burn) bcoz of e hot sun>>>>Serve me rite!!! I was e goalkeeper & e rest was e "ball kicker"...I m proud of Serena bcoz she is e supporting gurl tat can play in e hot burning sun wif her "PUMP SHOE & Her skool Uniform" although her face was full of make-up and she almost fall down wen kicking e ball into e goalpost same 2 e other they also supporting n active...Mizz e change 2 take our photo leh...STUPID me!!! kkk stop here!!I gtg nw>>>